dibb yuzlaridan optim - manda wunaqa hayajon boridi nu 3 hapta ichida ozimga to amin bop bogandm yani kenayimmiyam manda kongli borligini mani holawini kozlaridan harakatlaridan bilib iwonch hosil qib bogandim faqat togammi oldilaridan otomayapkandim endi bilsam togam uji begonekan
yonimda otirgan kenoyimi yuzlaridan bosa oliwi bowladim yiglaganidan qayno bopketgan yuzla wunaqa wirinidi kenoyim birdan mani boynimdan quchalavoldila yelkamga bowini qoyib
- manam ayolman budunyoga azob unmas bahtli boliw un kegammanu db yana yigladila sochlaridan silab yuzlaridan mayin erkalab
- boldi boldi twww hamasi yahwi boladi db ovvutim galati hissiyot haqqata bu ayolda nima ayb .. uzoq yigidanken birdan tinchib qoldi bagrimga bosib otirurdm yowbolade boynimi qoyvormasdi azgina otib
-Shohruh szkemaganizda ozimi birbalo qilardm - db yuzimdan opbqoydilayu indami turbkettila soatga qarasam 9:00 iwga wagoom marw ddmu lekin hayol kenayimdaqoldi kuzatvotkanda tezro kelin kutib otiramandb kulbqoydila pediezdan tuwkandan ken nimala bovotkanini anglawga urundm hm man kenayimi yoqtrb qogandm eng qizigi wunaqa osonotb ketgani ulani koniwini...
iwgabordm nu mani hayolla tinchqoymasdi nega buncha onson rozi boldi kenoyim wunaqa yengiltemidi u togam 4 oy bomagan bosa kimla bn yotdikin uyda kenoyim bemalol kaltakimla kiyib yurar kozlarmz toqnawsa olib qochmasdi man unga yoqwm aniģidi lekin ...
bowm achibketi abetti otkizdik ur yiqit tòz tòpalon soatga qarasam 16:00 hali ujin bor iwkop mani hayolim tezro uygaborib savolarimga kenayimdan eee kenayimasu uji nafisadan javob oliwidi wu payt menedjerimiz kuhniaga kirib
-Shohrux san uyinga borb vohliro damol bugun buyogini ozimiz eplimiz - qizil qoryoğdimi diman qachon qarama bawarasi ģiwga ohwab yuradigan bu gijim menedjeri hamma yomonkorardi chunki hichkimga vohli javob bermagandi hali manga qarab trjaybturiwidan hazil bosakere db oyladim
-kulgilimaas - ddmu iwimi davom etrdim
-bu hazilmas db yonimga kundali pulimi qoydi hola qayt hola qol ertaga vohliro kelw esdan chiqmasin db gjmlangan mahsiga ohwagan bawarasini batar gijimlab manga hunuk tabassum hadia etiyu chiqibketi - pulli kòrb hazili yoligini chundmu uyga yol oldim yolda taksida bovotgan voqealani anglawga harakatqib ketimu bu homkala eplomadi babi uyga borgunimcha.. dom tegida toğami PRADOSINI korb keyn chundm kim mani chaqrvoganini
yuragm oynabketi togam bilgan bosaya ertalabgi holati db 3-qavatga kotarilib ewini ochdm ewi qulflanmagandi ..
uyga kirb ewini yoptim oyoqkiyim tahlidigan polkada togammi charm tuflilari turardi ichkarida jimlik .. sekin mehmonhona tomonga kirdim mehmon kutiw uchun moljallangan sitollada togam kenoyim bn qarama qarwi otirib mani kutuwardi kenoyimi kozlari yow yiglaganlilari aniq stolda meva, harhil chaq-chuqla, wokolat i choynak piolala turardi
-ke shohrux sani man chaqrtirudim jiyan otir - rangim oqarb keti togam mayn gapiriwga harakat qisayam asabi joyidamasligi titroq ovozlaridan bilinib turardi
-nafisa choyi yengilabke - sovuqina qb gapirdila yolgiz qoldiriwini soramoqchi bogan togam kenaymga tori chuntrvordila
-assalomalekum db yonlariga otirdm -howww gapi nimadan bowlasamikin-qollarini qovuwtrib sovubqogan choy piolasini oynab gapiriwda davom ettila
-Habarin bor nafisa bn endi erhotin emasmiz sani bejizga bu uyga joylawtrganim yo ozimi rejam boridi sani pocham bn opam yahwi tarbialagan buni bilardim imonli bolasan wunga qorqmi nafisa bn bir uyda turiwinga qoyb berdim nafisa judayam yahwi ayol man uni sevmasamda hurmat qilaman qancha tekwirgamman sinagaman ikki yil ichida hiyonat qiliw tugul buni hayoligayam keltrmagan manga hato gapqaytarmagan lekin oramizda farzant yo bunga aybdor uvamas aybdor man .. - togami gaplari mani hayratga solabowladi
-ikkta kenoyinbor bilasan 3 tadan farzandibor ulani hudo manga ogilbermadi lekin man harakati tohtatmadim ammo ikkala kenoyinam bowqa homlador bomadi wu sababli uchinchi hotinni oliwga qaror qildim lekin 1 yilgachom otgan voht ichida nafisayam kotarmadi ken istar istamas doktor korigidan ottim olgan javobim mani butkul sindirdi BE PUWT URUGDONLAR OLIB BOGANAKAN manda bowqa farzant koromasakamman . bu sozlani hazim qilomadim lekin bu taqdir mani bir ayolli qargiwi urdi: bundan 20 yil oldin prakror bop iwlaganimda qolimga narkotik bn bogliq iw tuwadi aybdor Hosilboyi bolasidi. . hosilboy oldimga kep judda kotta pul i mansab taklif qildi evaziga oğlini orniga bowqani qammoqa tiqiwm kereyidi man ahmoqqqq.... - togam bowlarini uwadila- rozi boldim va bir begunoh muwtipar onani begunoh farzandini 12 yilga qammatim onasi mani yoqamdan bogib
- SANI HUDOGA SOLDIMM
wu 3 ogiz sozdan bowqa gapirmadiyu lekin wu sozla yetarli boldi butunhayot davomida vijdon azobida òtim wu qigan gunohimga hudo oģildan siqdi - man esa bugaplani nima un manga gapirib bervotkanlarini mağzini chaqwga harakat qib jim otirardim -
-gapi indalosiga otaman sandan iltimos ham taklifim bor NAFISAGA UYLANASAN - bu sozla endi ortuchaboldi hayolimdan IKKTA erdan chiqqan juvonni olamanmi endii dgan hayol chaqmode otiyu togami ovozi yana serge tortirdi
-Hulosa qiliwga wowilma manga ogil farzant kere wuncha mol dunyoyimi tawabketadigan odamla orqamdan wuncha moldunyo toplab nasl qoldrmi ketti dywlarini holamiman...
-oģil farzant boqib oliw fikridan yiroqman birovni valadizinosini keraģi yòq keyin uni oylamdagila qabul qimidi maniam oglim boliwini, uni haqiyqiy erkaklade kotaqiliwi keksayganimda kellini qolidan choy ichb otriwi holiman qizbola birovni hasmi nasibaga bowidan chuntrgaman ogilfarzant tugibbergach unga uy-joy magazinlarimdan birini va 3 taloq beramandib Uv kongandi lekin ogil man bn ketadi birinchi hotinim uyida uni ona db kotta;boladi . 2 chi hotinimga ichkiyov olamiz i Salafan zavodimni beraman ozim esa birinchi hotinim bn qolaman rejam ozkuchida qoladi faqat ogil manikimas saniki boladi uylanganini hichkim bilmidi uchkiwini sriboladi
- agar qizbosachi.
-Ogilboladi hudoholasa
-bu ollohi iwi insoni qolidamas toga taklifiz mani gangitib qoydi deme nafisa kegan kunimdan haqiqati bilgan yani man bn nikoh oqitiliwi kereligini wunaqami
-ha sani sinadm qanchali mani hurmat qiliwini I bu gaplaga koniwin un uni yoqtrb qoliwin kereyidi uniyam sanda konglibor uvam ayol manga biita ogil bosa boldi ken bowqa silani bezota qimiman uv ozini boqolidi san bowqa turmuw qilib yawisan hola nafisa bn qol hola qoma rejam amalga owsa bita restaran qurdrvoman x Dan owini sani nominga otkizib beraman kerelicha mol dunyo toptim yetar wuncha topkanim .. - mana hamma savolga javob lekin togam buncha ogil boliwiga iwonvotila ahir buyogi olohi hohiwiku eh nimala bovoti ozi
-rozimisan jiyan .. - uzoq oylomasdim togami otkir nigohlari hammasini halqib bogandi man rozi boldim
-roziman toga
-a bu bowqagap ogilbola 30 minutlada domla keladi guvohla bn qorqma bowqa wahardan opkeltroman hammasini iw puhta
Oradan 30 minutmas 1 soatla vaqt otib ewikdan domla 3 ta guvoh I ulani bowlabbkegan notaniw odam kirdi togam bu paytta man korinmaganim